Sunday, October 9, 2022

Hazy.

Photo copyright Aji, 2022; all rights reserved.

I can't shake off the effects of this booster, nor of this latest out-of-control lupus flare. My brain is as hazy as last night's moon and stars, and a lot less useful. And this month is going so badly right now that the pain and the fatigue and the awful marker coming up and everything and else are conspiring to destroy what little remains of my ability to function. I'm spending too much of each day on the verge of or actually in tears, and that doesn't accomplish anything except adding a migraine onto all the other pain that's burying me right now.

And none of it improves without an ability to take care of some new and ongoing expenses, and getting at least that amount of stress off my shoulders. I have got to make some sales this week. I've got to bring in a low four figures to deal with everything (I finally figured out where the IRS screwed up our billing, and even though it's their mistake, we will still have to pay it, so I need to get this off my desk now, need it like I need air to breathe, because I'm not breathing very well at the moment trying to juggle it all).

There's a ton of new work on the site already. The holidays will be here before you know it. [And speaking of which, we're already into the holiday season here from a creative perspective, and I have got to bring in enough for him to order silver, which has tripled in cost this year. My stress levels are off the charts right now, and that's jacking my pain levels and insomnia into the stratosphere. I need help, and I don't have it.] All the links are here; please, share them, too:

  • Sales here
  • Testimonials here
  • Amazon wishlist here (priority is first and foremost, the wheelbarrow, then the other ladder);
  • Patreon here;
  • Ko-fi here.

We're still hoping to put aside enough for a new well when the ground thaws enough to drill in the spring, too, Nah, we've given up on the well. No one's available to drill before late next year at the earliest, and this year's tax burden means we would never be able to afford it anyway. But it's even more of a good time to make a purchase, because Uncle Sam is a vindictive colonizer, and my current stress levels about paying it all are off the charts. And there's lots of fabulous work, so please share all of the links. 


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