Gathering storms of various sorts. Sales/shares very badly needed right now.

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That was before the clouds really started to coalesce: still a pair of feathery wings spread outward from a single point in the northwest. They say 50% for tomorrow night, 90% for Wednesday, 60% for Wednesday night. I'll believe it when I see it, but we need it so desperately.

It's been . . . a day. A lot to get done early on; got back and settled in to get my online work done, and . . . no Internet. And took their phones offline, apparently, until the "we're closed" message kicked in at five. So it's been a bit of a wait, and a bit of irritation, too, because right now? I have no other outlet, since I can't do anything now. Anyway, the news of the day and current events and being so housebound and utterly without answers can coalesce, cloud-like, into their own gathering storm of dark thoughts, so I do what I always do and write it out of my system. No, I'm not syncing my posts with those at Wings's site, but weather and politics make some links unavoidable right now. Here's the the Ko-Fi thing. Instead of a cup (or more than one) of coffee, think of it as part of one of She-Wolf's anti-cancer meds; she's been doing fairly well so far, but it's balancing act, between the tumors and the meds and her diabetes, and she needs all the help she can get.

The rest is cut and paste, because I have had a pair of very bad days physically (my worst in a few weeks, actually), and I'm lucky to be able to think even minimally right now. 

So, yeah, that's another big expense, although thankfully we have today's sale to help with that. But there's a lot of uncertainty with the new year now (and a lot of worry on more fundamental levels than just paying bills and so forth). For now, we still need to make sales, and they will be harder than usual not merely because Christmas is essentially over, but because there is no real tourist traffic, much less spending. We made it through the last week of the year, but looking ahead for this year, we don't have what normally gets us through the rest of the winter (and the weather will change, even if it's only to get really, really cold), much less for the emergency medical expenses of the last six weeks (which included a new bill two days ago for nearly five figures). Forget what remains to be done on the house for now; it's all the rest. But sales are not just what's going to keep me alive and Wings healthy; it's going to help other folks, too. Given the circumstances, I'm leaving up the donation link, too, and the registries have some new items on then, mostly lower-priced, to replace stuff damaged by the RV or given away when we first moved into it seven years ago. And as soon as I can get the folks at Wordpress who were happy enough to take my money to correct their various errors, I'll have a means to subscribe, donate, and eventually buy some things outright on the new site. So please share our links, because we've got to make some sales:

• Wings's direct PayPal link;
• Wings's site, for sales;
• Wayfair gift cards, to replenish all the furnishings that the RV has destroyed in one way or another.
• Partial registry #1, from Bed, Bath and Beyond. There are new kitchen-y things on it now, stuff that I didn't realize we'd need to replace (either because the RV ruined it or because we gave it away when we had to downsize).
• Partial registry #2, from Wayfair. Still waiting for them to resolve this fulfillment/shipping problem they have with their site. Even so, I've added some things (kitchen/dining room stuff mostly), most of which are comparatively reasonably priced. Now, it's going to be mostly odds and ends that make this place more liveable, because of the sheer volume of stuff destroyed by too many years in the RV (e.g., by the oven and stovetop, by the wiring, by the water, by the mold, etc.), or that we simply gave away seven years ago because we had no room and no place to put them and despaired of ever being able to use them again.  

As I've also been saying, I am still catching up, and will be now for a while. But this is the holiday season, and the sales/commissions from these few weeks are what keep us alive throughout the whole long winter and spring months (to say nothing of what's in the offing medically), so please continue to share the links. And please refer folks to Wings's site (and if you have an endorsement, too, so much the better). I'll be trying, slowly but, I hope, steadily, to get caught up over the course of this week. We have some massive expenses coming down the pike, and a lot of testing yet to be done before I'm out of the woods. So please keep sharing all our links. For now, I'm just so damn grateful to be alive, to have a healthy heart, to be back home with the love of my life and our dogs, the whole world is beautiful, even in spite of my terrible depression. Thanks again, to everybody; we love you all. And, if wishes can make dreams come true, a blessed Spirit Moon, the ability to sit atop the mountain and face the world below, and a happy, healthy new year to all of us.

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