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Not a good day yesterday. It rained all day, which was welcome, but hard enough that doing much of anything was impossible. Also, mud. Also, fighting a bug, apparently.
Beyond that, though, Crow and Blue are missing. They took off running, as they always do, somewhere between 7:30 and 8 AM yesterday; they pretty much always come back for breakfast, or at least by midday. They're still not back. I went out looking yesterday evening before dark; no sign of them anywhere. It could be anything; people shoot animals around here. Then there's the highway. Even bears at this time of year. Coyote is sticking close and so is KitFox; Cricket looks more worried than ever. If you've got any spare vibes to get them back safely, send 'em their way, please.
A lot to do today that couldn't be done yesterday, plus the snowball effect of the bills. As I said the other day, Wings got three new pairs of earrings done over the weekend (in addition to the three from earlier last week), and I posted them here. He's got new coils in the works, too, as well as two or three showpieces. I'll post them as soon as they're done, which will be over the next couple of weeks (in plenty of time for the holidays). The rest is cut-and-paste, because I'm way behind, there's a ton of stuff to get done yet before the real rain gets here, and I'm slower than molasses anymore.
Spirit knows we need sales now, and desperately. Repairs on both vehicles are paid, as well as a bunch of other stuff that needed to be paid now, and we squeezed out a little to help his clan brother out with heat. But the tax bill is going to haunt us for a very long time to come, to say nothing of the five figures' worth of medical bills remaining, and I have to send in something substantial on the latter, and soon. Like I said yesterday, I am exhausted, physically, mentally, and every other way, with the rapid-fire weather changes playing hell with my autoimmune disease and with my breathing issues (the cold is back morning and night, and so is my shortness of breath, in a very big way), so the rest is cut-and-paste.
I've been saying that I don't see a way to claw us out of this hole. I still don't. And it's hard to think when illness fogs your brain as badly as it does mine. There's nothing I can do right now except what I've done my whole life, which it just to keep putting one foot in front of the other. I have to make some sales, I have to find a way to bring in major amounts right now, and I don't know how, but I've got to get work trying. Wings has new work out, six brand-new pairs of earrings, and they're fabulous. It would be a small start.
We need sales, badly. Never moreso, frankly. What follows are links that are a means of helping a little bit. I am sick, body, mind, heart, and spirit, and there's no room for anything else:
- My new Patreon, The Interstices (Writing Between Worlds);
- Wings's site, for sales, with new items posted;
- Wings's direct PayPal link;
- A way to buy me coffee (which actually goes to all of our medical bills, which continue to mount);
- Amazon wishlist, which mostly consists of animal and household stuff;
- Partial registry #1, from Bed, Bath and Beyond. There are new kitchen-y things on it now, stuff that I didn't realize we'd need to replace (either because the RV ruined it or because we gave it away when we had to downsize).
Please share the links. We're now officially into holiday order season, because commissions take time, so if you're planning on holiday gifts, please keep Wings's work in mind. And given what we're up against, we won't turn away donations, either, because we simply can't afford it.
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