One of *those* days.

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The mountains are nothing to mess with. Not anytime, but especially not now.

Today is one of those days. Cardiorespiratory and AI symptoms jacked, pain and fatigue at utterly unmanageable levels, and no chance to get any of my work done because of all the freaking derailments nonstop. I'm in a hell of a mood, and it's not improved by seeing all the white supremacists MAGAts mocking and trying to intimidate a Native elder. Still less by all the white and white-adjacent people trying to make excuses, both for them and for this white supremacist society as a whole.

My blood pressure has to stay down, though. It's been up all day just from pain and the latest episode with my chest/lungs/coronary artery/whateverthehellitis. And, of course, now I won't know the imaging results before Tuesday at the earliest. And regardless of the results, there will be much more medical stuff after this, although we don't know the form and shape it will take yet. Hopefully, something fixable, and relatively easily so; the fear of what could be lurking is aggravating everything else. Meanwhile, all this stuff is piling up fast, so here are the links for sharing (or using, if anyone's so inclined):

• My Patreon, The Interstices (Writing Between Worlds) (and if you subscribe today you won't be billed until January 1st for December);
• Wings's site, for sales, with lots of new items posted;
• Wings's direct PayPal link;
• A way to buy me coffee (which actually goes to all of our medical bills, which continue to mount);
• Amazon wishlist, which mostly consists of animal and household stuff;
• Partial registry #1, from Bed, Bath and Beyond. There are new kitchen-y things on it now, stuff that I didn't realize we'd need to replace (either because the RV ruined it or because we gave it away when we had to downsize).

As I also said, Coyote is in the spirit world now, with a hole in my heart is never going away, and I'd really like not to have it grow by Raven size right now. He's been doing remarkably well today, but good vibes for Raven are still welcome. We know it's unlikely that he has long. We just want him to be comfortable and happy for what he has left. There's nothing to be done for broken hearts.

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