Pensive.

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Pensive little bird. She looks like she's got a lot on her mind (and she probably does, with winter coming). I know how she feels.

My thoughts are constantly consumed with how we survive. Unfortunately, I don't have the time to sit and ruminate on them; there's too much to do, and with my medical and pain issues, everything takes me too long as it is.

I canceled the first of my September medical appointments Friday, and in so doing, by definition canceled the follow-up, which would've been the following week. I'll try to reschedule maybe in October; maybe not, depending on the money situation. I have no choice, really but to keep the most expensive one, natch; there are factors that are cause for concern about my kidney function, and so I need to get those labs done at the end of the month. The next appointment, currently scheduled for the following day, is probably getting the ax, too. Yeah, I should keep it, but it's not like it's for an emergent issue; it's follow-up on all the many conditions I'm battling right now, from breathing to thyroid to pain and likely EDS, and that can always be rescheduled for November or December (yeah, she's booked about six weeks out, so . . . ::shrug::).

For those wondering about either the health issues, see here; with regard to the work being done, some of the details are here. We still have to get the plumber in to finish up, and I regard that as a bigger priority right now in practical terms, so whatever we take in sales-wise will have to go to that. This is all complicated by the fact that, for August, a record number/amount of my Patreon patrons' cards were declined, too, so that income is lower than usual (no, I don't know who and haven't checked; I'm not going to contact anyone who probably is already scrambling to juggle their own stuff, too).

Anyway. Back to the grind; so I need help to get all this done. Folks can help in several ways, and we really need the help now:

• Sales here; 
• Testimonials here; 
• Wishlist here;
• Patreon here;
• Ko-fi here. 

Some thank-yous are in order: first, to whomever bought the peppermint oil! Second, to o.w. for Chinook's training treats; she's handling the training like a champ. And to all the other folks who were unidentified on the package enclosures; to the folks who hit my Ko-fi/our PayPal; and to the sister who sent a check and whose address I put in a safe place for purposes of a thank-you card, and it's apparently such a safe place that I cannot find it because my brain is what it is these days). On the wishlist, now the cold is here at night, the flies are not quite so bad, but the fly traps are still a priority. The other top priorities are the dish drainer, because we're going to need to take care of some cabinet-top stuff when the guys are here next week, or whenever we get them back out here; and the candles, to deal with the residual mildew odor in the utility room, which I hope the plumber will be here to finish next week (the utility room work, not the mildew). But the costs on all of this are . . . killing us right now.

And as I said, sales are ideal, of course; one or two of Wings's bigger pieces would cover the whole shot for this round of work. Patreon subscriptions are good, too. Either way, it's a trade for value. But I'm already feeling panicked at what we thought would be our schedule being so suddenly and thoroughly upended, and we'll take it however it comes at this point. 

Please share everything, because I'm suddenly back behind the eight-ball on a whole additional front, and yeah, I'm scared about covering everything and surviving, too. Thanks.

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