Looks like snow.

Photo copyright Aji, 2021; all rights reserved.

That's aspen pollen in the fading light last night. It looks like snow (and covers the ground as much, too). Looks like snow for real now, too. We started getting the real thing right at midnight, and we have a couple of inches on the ground now, supposedly with more to come later in the day. We also have three yellow-headed blackbirds here today. We've never had more than one male at a time (last year for the first time we got one male and one female), but apparently word has gotten around that this is a refuge, and the whole clan's coming now.

I finally passed out from sheer exhaustion and pain about 3 AM, slept fitfully, and woke up to find that my right hip had finally reset itself more or less into place on its own. Not completely, but compared to yesterday? I can walk without bending over like an old woman, at least. There's no hope for my left hip; that's permanently out of place, but the right is the far more painful one when it goes. [Yes, my joints dislocate multiple times throughout each and every day, all over my body. This has happened my entire life, but nobody had a name for it until now (nor did anyone believe me until now, which is why I have spent literally every single day of my life in unrelieved pain, no exceptions, no breaks. It's been particularly brutal the last two or three weeks, and yesterday was more than I could handle, because nothing touches the pain.]

The other good news is that I ordered Wings's buffer yesterday, and thank you to the folks who made it happen. The bad news is, beyond the weather and the unremitting constant pain, is that taxes are still hanging over my head, as well as a bunch of other stuff for the year to come.  And then there's Wings's hearing aids, because I think he's finally convinced that we need to make the investment. And, of course, we have to get hold of Pojoaque Pueblo's bison program to see how much it will cost to buy a share of a buffalo. Early research suggests around ~$2K, so we may need to crowdfund that. The thing about it is that it won't feed only us; it'll get shared with other folks.I 'm going to need to set up PayPal pools to fund all of these things if we can't make a whole bunch of sales now. It's endless, and I am so tired just thinking about it.

We need sales. Sales, sales, SALES.

SALES. NOTHING ELSE MATTERS RIGHT NOW, AND I CANNOT GET ANY TIME TO MAKE SALES.

The last couple of years have required us to dig deep and ante up to help others at a level we've never done before. This year? The first two and a half months of 2021? Has already buried that. But as I said about that being why we do what we do, especially now in these days of pandemic, it's become abundantly clear that too often, there IS NO tomorrow, and the only chance you might have to help someone stay alive is TODAY. Things are bad locally; no economy, nothing. No vaccines for most folks dependent on the state system, either. We have lost SO much to 2020 (and already in 2021), so very, very many people, and the gifts and the talents and the knowledge and the wisdom they carried too often lost with them. People have needed so much more help than we could give them, but we did as much as we could, even when it put us in a bind, and we will need to do much more of that this year. People continue to need help, and we give it, but we're up well over $2 grand in just that one week, and a whole lot more before and since. 

I've got to find it again somewhere. Part of my work involves me reorganizing the Web site and then promoting the hell out of everything again. That's on top of all the other work I need to do around here, and I have been mostly useless, largely due to the recent flurry of episodes with my health. For every episode, it takes me multiple days to recover, all while hoping that another one doesn't set me back even further. That's not good. Too many people need help, and the government remains determined to see us die. There's work to do. This is why I've had to stop doing some things; there are just not enough hours in the day anymore, and I've got to make it all of this up somewhere. So:

• Sales here; 
• Testimonials here; 
• Amazon wishlist here (priorities are LaminaSaver for Miika & metal/glass/dishwasher cleaners);
• Patreon here;
• Ko-fi here.

And if you've been contemplating a purchase? This would be a very, very good time to do it; I've got to make up this staggering outlay somehow. There's even new work, here and here and now here, among other new pieces from 3 weeks ago, too, so please watch for them and share the links. 

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