Not the best of days.

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That's from yesterday. I got them all uploaded last night and the descriptions written, but didn't have time for any more than that. I'll have them in a separate post later tonight, along with two of the rings.

If, that is, my brain works long enough to get it all done. That's not a given these days.

Neither is anything else. Got shipping done today and a couple of other things, which is why everything is so late, but this stupid society makes every so much harder and meaner than it needs to be. I'm so tired all the time, and days like this are worse yet, when I can't fall asleep from the pain, and then when I finally do, wake up in a panic because my breathing has stopped again. No, not "feels like"; it literally stops. That's why they put me through all that heart-cath nonsense five years ago, because it kept stopping, full-stop, while I was in the hospital, and they assumed, wrongly, that it was my heart. To this day no one knows why, and no, it is NOT sleep apnea; that's been ruled out completely. Whatever it is, it's fucking terrifying. So i've spent the day with exhaustion and the ensuing headache and the nagging worry that always come with one of these episodes about what if? What if next time is the time I don't wake up? And on and on and on.

Not the best of days (weeks, months, years, whatever), and I still have to cover the quarterly ['22 prepayment] taxes, so we need all the help we can get. All the links are here; please, share them:

• Sales here; 
• Testimonials here; 
• Amazon wishlist here (priority is first and foremost, the other ladder and the wheelbarrow);
• Patreon here;
• Ko-fi here.

We're still hoping to put aside enough for a new well when the ground thaws enough to drill in the spring, too, Nah, we've given up on the well. No one's available to drill before late next year at the earliest, and this year's tax burden means we would never be able to afford it anyway. But it's even more of a good time to make a purchase, because Uncle Sam is a vindictive colonizer, and my current stress levels about paying it all are off the charts. And there's lots of fabulous work, so please share all of the links. 

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