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It's 96 degrees here. Do you know how rarely we hit this point? Fortunately, adobe is cooling. Wings is out in the studio, which is not adobe, but he's got multiple fans going, and the dogs have decided that the best thing to do is stay in there with him while he works.
More work on the way, including two near pairs of plain bezel-set earrings. That's one up there; the other is Red Creek jasper.
More work on the way for me in terms of additions to my to-do list, and more expenses, too. We paid the truck insurance yesterday [can't get to appointments without it], chimney cleaning is next Monday, ridiculously expensive medical testing for both of us at the end middle of next week, and the Tax Man is, of course, hounding us now. I need to make a big payment and get some of this off my chest, where it's sitting like a dead weight. But I can't do that without some major sales, and so far, no luck.
I'd like to be able to breathe, but between the cottonwood pollen, the pall of wildfire smoke, the oppressive heat, the new health worries, and most immediately, the stress of no sales and too many things due within the next week, I can't. The weight on my chest just gets heavier by the day.
So. On top of the taxes, the chimney cleaning, the change in our Web hosting [a year already paid in advance, unless we wind up having to upgrade to more space, in which case it goes up by another $400], the need to replace my dying laptop, and all the other nonsense? Four figures' worth of medical bills coming up fast. The stress of all this is what's killing me now [and the insomnia, and the pain, and the fear of what this other thing might be]. I keep saying that I refuse to entertain the notion of the new pain and other symptoms being anything other than autoimmune complications, but that's getting harder to do know that I know that suppressing my immune system isn't stopping them. It's already abundantly clear that reverting to the proper chemo dose has accomplished exactly nothing on that front, and that's worrying in the extreme. It's clearly not muscle or bone. Yes, it could still be all lymph, but given the location, that in itself isn't exactly without worry, either. And the persistence of the pain and other issues . . . well. Meanwhile, the expenses won't wait.
- Sales here;
- Testimonials here;
- Amazon wishlist here (apparently the FlexTape is also the priority now, so I'm told; otherwise, Amazon cards and the filters for the air purifiers);
- Patreon here;
- Ko-fi here.
After such a grim 2023, and with this year starting off MUCH worse (and given that we're already approaching the half-way mark), we really need to get 2024 onto a better footing, so please share all of the links.
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