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Two giant bales of grass hay for Miika. Johnny was here a little after nine this morning to drop them off. It's a relief not to have to worry about that for several months now.
The guys are already here [an hour early] to clean the flues; fortunately, I was up early and already had stuff moved out of the way and everything that could attract dust covered with blankets. No matter how good they look, the stoves and the flues both put out a HUGE amount of ash when they're being cleaned, and I learned the hard way that it's better to have everything covered. the blankets can just be shaken out and then tossed in the washer, but it' a lot harder to get it off stuff on my desk, and this way I don't have to wash all the linens and stuff, too.
Now, one more big expense this week, and another big one next week [and a far, far bigger one next month].
Unfortunately, our sales have been abysmal for months — for the better part of a year now, actually. And that has to change, because the rest of this year is shaping up to be as costly as the first half, and that first half has damn near killed us.
The chimney cleaning is today. I've already paid the truck insurance, and a year in advance on our new Web host [unless we wind up having to upgrade to more space, in which case it goes up by another $400]. No chance of replacing my dying laptop, not with four figures' worth of medical bills coming up this week and next and next month for all the imaging I now have to have done. The stress of all this is what's killing me now [and the insomnia [no sleep night before last; none, which renders completely unable to function], and the pain, and the fear of what this other thing might be]. I keep saying that I refuse to entertain the notion of the new pain and other symptoms being anything other than autoimmune complications, but that's getting harder to do know that I know that suppressing my immune system isn't stopping them. It's already abundantly clear that reverting to the proper chemo dose has accomplished exactly nothing on that front, and that's worrying in the extreme. It's clearly not muscle or bone. Yes, it could still be all lymph, but given the location, that in itself isn't exactly without worry, either. And the persistence of the pain and other issues . . . well. Meanwhile, the expenses won't wait.
- Sales here;
- Testimonials here;
- Amazon wishlist here (apparently the FlexTape is also the priority now, so I'm told; otherwise, Amazon cards and the filters for the air purifiers [if you need our physical address for the filters, let me know]);
- Patreon here;
- Ko-fi here.
After such a grim year, this one already even worse than the last, we really need to get 2024 onto a better footing, so please share all of the links.
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