Tuesday, September 22, 2020

Another rare bird.

Photo copyright Aji, 2020; all rights reserved.

Another rare bird yesterday, also here out of season. White-winged doves are indigenous here, but it's more in theory than in fact. The invasive Eurasian-collared doves and the pigeons have chased the white-wings, the Incas, and the mournings mostly out. When they do show, it's in the spring, usually late May to early June. But a white-winged showed up here yesterday, at entirely the wrong time of year, and our first in about five years.

I hope it's a good sign. Those (good signs) are hard come by these days.

Yesterday, the last full day of summer, and a squall blew up over the peaks, leaving behind a dusting of snow. midday yesterday was also when the aspen line first appeared, the gold line of trees threading down from the ridgeline on each peak. Its progress foretells our own, with regard to when autumn's markers arrive and how fast they give way to winter.

It's looking like an early winter this year. Also a hard one, for many reasons.

I had one of my worst episodes in months last night. I'm still feeling the effects of it today, and it's frightening. And as I said yesterday, and I feel the need to keep pointing this out, because people truly do not understand the ravages of the last four years on our communities: Among the wider community of people Wings is related to, friends with, or simply knows, he's lost at least an average of one per week since the first week of May. In one really terrible week, there were four in one day; then another four two days later. Yes, I'm glad to see the back of official summer, but since the state is busy reopening everything in defiance of all care and common sense, we can expect winter to be even more brutal.

It will also mean that we can expect sales to continue to be terrible. As I said, thanks to a friend, we've got September completely covered. [Now, if I could just find paper towels in stock . . . .] What's left I'm hoarding for October's quarterly tax payment (aside from the $82 I spent yesterday morning ordering Wings's glucose tabs, because they were on sale, and I will never find them at this price again, so I ordered six bottles to stock up for a while). As I also said, If I could make one more good sale, I could pay it in full this week and get it out of the way early. I'm still delaying the car tow and repair, because the taxes need to come first, and with my Patreon still down by ~$110 a month or so, I need to make sure every penny is available to cover the taxes and the regular bills. That one more good sale? If all goes well, I'll have that major new piece to show you by tonight (it was supposed to be last night, but yesterday was a hectic day on multiple fronts). If so, it'll appear on the day of the very last hours of summer: the "Summer" entry in Wings's limited series of necklaces, The Four Seasons ("Winter" sold back in, well, winter; "Spring" is still available here; and "Fall" is, of course, yet to come).

So we will still need help to make sales through the rest of this awful year. I'm not asking for donations; there are too many people worse off than us, people who don't know where their next meal is coming from, who very shortly may not have (or already don't have) a roof over their heads. But this pandemic has killed tourism for Indigenous artists like Wings, and has killed everyone's sales. Businesses are closing left and right here, and we're blessed to be able to work out of our home, but still, sales are, in relative terms, down to nothing.

You can help by sharing our links. You can especially help if you're in the market for high-end, Spirit-infused Indigenous wearable art, for yourself or as a gift, by considering Wings's work for purchase. It's also  back-to-school season, even if remotely in some places, with all the events that that entails; birthdays come and go year-round; Halloween and Thanksgiving and Christmas especially will all be here before we know it. 

The links are here:

And making sure everything's covered? That part of it is all on me, no matter how sick I am, no matter how much pain I'm in, no matter how little sleep I get. And with this hanging over me, I'm getting precious little sleep now. We need to be able to continue to help folks, and we're going to keep on doing it. But to do that, and to keep our own heads above water, we need to bring in sales closer to normal rates. Please help us do that if you can. Thanks.


All content, including photos and text, are copyright Wings and Aji, 2020; all rights reserved. Nothing herein may used or reproduced in any form without the express written permission of the owner.


Red Willow Spirit: Summer Petals, Autumn Skies

Photo copyright Wings, 2020; 
all rights reserved.

Now posted at The NDN Silver Blog, it's an edition of Red Willow Spirit for this threshold day that marks the formal turn of the seasons. It's a contemplation, too, in the face of the outside world's raves, of the luxury, the comfort, the beauty, the gifts we have been given for this moment — of summer petals, autumn skies, and a world glowing in the light.

The post is here. Wings's main page is hereAs always, his photos are available in any of the usual three formats; to order them or the wearable art shown, simply inquire via the site's Contact formAnd look: The long and short of it is that this summer has been nothing short of brutal, and the repeated hits combined with the sheer volume of need in our communities has taken an enormous toll. I'm already behind by about $1,500 on all the outlay from the last three weeks. I still need to get the car in for what will be costly repair, and it will require an also-costly tow to do it. We will make it through this month, but I still need to bring in steady sales to ensure that quarterly taxes are paid in full with enough left over for October's regular bills, so, as always, sales are very much needed, and shares of the site links are much appreciated.


All content, including photos and text, are copyright Wings and Aji, 2020; all rights reserved. Nothing herein may used or reproduced in any form without the express written permission of the owner.

Monday, September 21, 2020

Ghosts.

Photo copyright Aji, 2020; all rights reserved.

Yesterday's smoke. Those faint shapes in the gray? That's the line of evergreens at the foot of the mountain. Ghosts, all of them.

It's that season; ghosts everywhere now. It's only going to get worse. Among the wider community of people Wings is related to, friends with, or simply knows, he's lost at least an average of one per week since the first week of May. In one really terrible week, there were four in one day; then another four two days later. Yes, I'm glad to see the back of official summer, but since the state is busy reopening everything in defiance of all care and common sense, we can expect winter to be even more brutal.

It will also mean that we can expect sales to continue to be terrible. As I said, thanks to a friend, we've got September completely covered. [Now, if I could just find paper towels in stock . . . .] What's left I'm hoarding for October's quarterly tax payment (aside from the $82 I spent this morning ordering Wings's glucose tabs, because they were on sale, and I will never find them at this price again, so I ordered six bottles to stock up for a while). As I also said, If I could make one more good sale, I could pay it in full this week and get it out of the way early. I'm still delaying the car tow and repair, because the taxes need to come first, and with my Patreon still down by ~$110 a month or so, I need to make sure every penny is available to cover the taxes and the regular bills. That one more good sale? If all goes well, tonight I'll have that major new piece to show you. On the very last day of summer, the "Summer" entry in Wings's limited series of necklaces, The Four Seasons ("Winter" sold back in, well, winter; "Spring" is still available here; and "Fall" is, of course, yet to come).

So we will still need help to make sales through the rest of this awful year. I'm not asking for donations; there are too many people worse off than us, people who don't know where their next meal is coming from, who very shortly may not have (or already don't have) a roof over their heads. But this pandemic has killed tourism for Indigenous artists like Wings, and has killed everyone's sales. Businesses are closing left and right here, and we're blessed to be able to work out of our home, but still, sales are, in relative terms, down to nothing.

You can help by sharing our links. You can especially help if you're in the market for high-end, Spirit-infused Indigenous wearable art, for yourself or as a gift, by considering Wings's work for purchase. It's also  back-to-school season, even if remotely in some places, with all the events that that entails; birthdays come and go year-round; Halloween and Thanksgiving and Christmas especially will all be here before we know it. 

The links are here:

And making sure everything's covered? That part of it is all on me, no matter how sick I am, no matter how much pain I'm in, no matter how little sleep I get. And with this hanging over me, I'm getting precious little sleep now. We need to be able to continue to help folks, and we're going to keep on doing it. But to do that, and to keep our own heads above water, we need to bring in sales closer to normal rates. Please help us do that if you can. Thanks.


All content, including photos and text, are copyright Wings and Aji, 2020; all rights reserved. Nothing herein may used or reproduced in any form without the express written permission of the owner.


Monday Photo Meditation: Summer's Last Dance

Photo copyright Wings, 2020; all rights reserved.

Now posted at The NDN Silver Blog, it's a photo meditation for the shift in seasons, for stopping to appreciate the beauty of summer's end and fall's formal beginning. It's an acknowledgment, too, of our own changed circumstances, and a reminder that the Earth is not bound by our markers, that she observes both celebration and ceremony in summer's last dance.

The post is here. Wings's main page is hereAs always, his photos are available in any of the usual three formats; simply inquire via the site's Contact formAnd look: The long and short of it is that this summer has been nothing short of brutal, and the repeated hits combined with the sheer volume of need in our communities has taken an enormous toll. I'm already behind by about $1,500 on all the outlay from the last two weeks. I still need to get the car in for what will be costly repair, and it will require an also-costly tow to do it. We will make it through this month, but I still need to bring in steady sales to ensure that quarterly taxes are paid in full with enough left over for October's regular bills, so, as always, sales are very much needed, and shares of the site links are much appreciated.



All content, including photos and text, are copyright Wings and Aji, 2020; all rights reserved. Nothing herein may used or reproduced in any form without the express written permission of the owner.

Sunday, September 20, 2020

Into everything.

Photo copyright Aji, 2020; all rights reserved.

She was the scared dog, they said.  Afraid of everything, they said. 

That's Sunny, left, and Stormy (i.e., the not-at-all-scared dog), right, up ON TOP OF the doghouses, where their little 3-month old selves managed to haul themselves up yesterday morning. Yes, already 3 months old as of yesterday, 12 weeks as of the day before, and into everything. Wings had come out onto the deck upstairs, and that's what they're staring up at, or trying to, anyway. [Yes, I took that through the window. Yes, it's dirty. Shut up. I'll get to it. I'm pulling 16-hour days already.]

As I said yesterday, thanks to a friend, we've got September completely covered. [Now, if I could just find paper towels in stock . . . .] What's left I'm hoarding for October's quarterly tax payment. As I also said, If I could make one more good sale, I could pay it in full this week and get it out of the way early. I'm still delaying the car tow and repair, because the taxes need to come first, and with my Patreon still down by ~$110 a month or so, I need to make sure every penny is available to cover the taxes and the regular bills. 

So we will still need help to make sales through the rest of this awful year. I'm not asking for donations; there are too many people worse off than us, people who don't know where their next meal is coming from, who very shortly may not have (or already don't have) a roof over their heads. But this pandemic has killed tourism for Indigenous artists like Wings, and has killed everyone's sales. Businesses are closing left and right here, and we're blessed to be able to work out of our home, but still, sales are, in relative terms, down to nothing.

You can help by sharing our links. You can especially help if you're in the market for high-end, Spirit-infused Indigenous wearable art, for yourself or as a gift, by considering Wings's work for purchase. I think he'll have a major new piece done tomorrow  (I hope). It's also  back-to-school season, even if remotely in some places, with all the events that that entails; birthdays come and go year-round; Halloween and Thanksgiving and Christmas especially will all be here before we know it. 

The links are here:

And making sure everything's covered? That part of it is all on me, no matter how sick I am, no matter how much pain I'm in, no matter how little sleep I get. And with this hanging over me, I'm getting precious little sleep now. We need to be able to continue to help folks, and we're going to keep on doing it. But to do that, and to keep our own heads above water, we need to bring in sales closer to normal rates. Please help us do that if you can. Thanks.


All content, including photos and text, are copyright Wings and Aji, 2020; all rights reserved. Nothing herein may used or reproduced in any form without the express written permission of the owner.


A Brave Spirit Is Born of a Fire In the Heart

Photo copyright Aji, 2020; all rights reserved.

Now posted at The NDN Silver Blog, it's a work remarkably well-suited to these artificially gray days followed by sunsets of pure flame. It's a lesson, too, in digging deep and igniting sparks, a reminder that a brave spirit is born of a fire in the heart, and the world needs both from us now.

The post is here. Wings's main page is here. Inquiries via the site's Contact form. And look: The long and short of it is that this summer has been nothing short of brutal, and the repeated hits combined with the sheer volume of need in our communities has taken an enormous toll. I'm already behind by about $1,500 on all the outlay from the last few weeks. I need to get the car in for what will be costly repair, and it will require an also-costly tow to do it. We will make it through this month, but I still need to bring in steady sales to ensure that quarterly taxes are paid in full with enough left over for October's regular bills, so, as always, sales are very much needed, and shares of the site links are much appreciated.


All content, including photos and text, are copyright Wings and Aji, 2020; all rights reserved. Nothing herein may used or reproduced in any form without the express written permission of the owner.  

Saturday, September 19, 2020

Something to brighten the day a bit.

Photo copyright Aji, 2020; 
all rights reserved.

That was two days ago, when I was having a spectacularly awful day pain-wise. No matter how bad it is, Wings always knows how to make me smile. And with the days so gray from the pall of smoke hanging over everything, it's nice to have something to brighten the day a bit. The pain hasn't really relented since; that constant toxic miasma of smoke sees to that, for both of us. It also makes breathing especially rough, and I am profoundly grateful to the friend who bought us the two air purifiers, which I have running at full speed right now. So far, with them going, I'm able to stay off the O2 mostly throughout the day, although I always put it back on when I go to bed at night. 

Thanks to another friend, we're also going to make it out of September in one piece. I have paid all of the remaining bills for this month, and yesterday we shipped what needed shipping (an hour's worth of work at the post office and the crating company, because of the mess that everything is out there now, both pandemic-related and USPS-destroying-fascist-related). We also bought such detergents and other household supplies as we could, which is to say, nowhere near all of what we needed because local inventories are still terrible, but at least we have laundry soap. Now, I'm hoarding as much as possible against the quarterly tax payment, which, if I could make one more good sale, I could pay in full next week and get it out of the way early. I'm still delaying the car tow and repair, because the taxes need to come first, and with my Patreon still down by ~$110 a month or so, I need to make sure every penny is available to cover the taxes and the regular bills. 

So we will still need help to make sales through the rest of this awful year. I'm not asking for donations; there are too many people worse off than us, people who don't know where their next meal is coming from, who very shortly may not have (or already don't have) a roof over their heads. But this pandemic has killed tourism for Indigenous artists like Wings, and has killed everyone's sales. Businesses are closing left and right here, and we're blessed to be able to work out of our home, but still, sales are, in relative terms, down to nothing.

You can help by sharing our links. You can especially help if you're in the market for high-end, Spirit-infused Indigenous wearable art, for yourself or as a gift, by considering Wings's work for purchase. It's back-to-school season, even if remotely in some places, with all the events that that entails; birthdays come and go year-round; Halloween and Thanksgiving and Christmas especially will all be here before we know it. 

The links are here:

And making sure everything's covered? That part of it is all on me, no matter how sick I am, no matter how much pain I'm in, no matter how little sleep I get. And with this hanging over me, I'm getting precious little sleep now. We need to be able to continue to help folks, and we're going to keep on doing it. But to do that, and to keep our own heads above water, we need to bring in sales closer to normal rates. Please help us do that if you can. Thanks.


All content, including photos and text, are copyright Wings and Aji, 2020; all rights reserved. Nothing herein may used or reproduced in any form without the express written permission of the owner.