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Almost eight o'clock in the evening, and I'm finally starting to feel marginally human. Today has been so incredibly difficult physically, and it doesn't matter, because the work still has to get done.
This has been a hard, hard year so far, and the tax crap has been the hardest of all. I'm so tired, and I've had to be doing all sorts of catch-up physical work today, and . . . I've just felt my body and brain shutting down around me.
It doesn't help that April is the worst month for markers. Four of our dogs, one on the 10th, one on the 14th, one on the 27th . . . and one today, the 16th. The hardest of them all, my heart and soul and spirit dog, Griffin, ten years ago this evening, at 5 PM.
And I woke up at 2:30 AM, Griffin having visited me in a dream, feeling the velvety softness of his fur under my left hand as I petted him. The dream itself was strange in multiple ways, but he showed up in it, and it was perfectly normal. He tagged along with me as I went back and forth in it, and I overheard some stranger asking another person why "that dog" was following me everywhere; she responded, "It's her dog, and he goes wherever she goes."
It doesn't take a genius to figure out that message.
But I miss him, so terribly. But I know it was him, and I know he's in the light in the western sky tonight.
Meanwhile, all the work still has to get done: the laundry, the linens, the dishes, the paperwork, the sales work, everything. The one thing that came out of the tax nonsense is that I was not losing my mind; last year, we made barely more than 50% of the previous year's sales, which tells you how bad Trump is for business [and for everything else except inflicting harm]. So we've got to get caught up, and we've got to maintain it, because we've got big costs [the door, for one] immediately ahead. To that end, links are here:
- Sales here;
- Testimonials here;
- Amazon wishlist here [and to whomever sent a bunch of items off it that have arrived recently, THANK YOU; there were no purchaser inserts with the items, zip, zero, nada];
- Patreon here;
- Ko-fi here.
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