Wondering how scary it's going to be.

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The birch is me peering through my fingers at this day, wondering how scary it's going to be. Yesterday was absolutely hellish. After a lifetime of constant, chronic pain, never a moment free of it, I've developed a fairly high tolerance. Yesterday brought me to my knees. It was so bad that I had to take an extra half-dose of my pain meds (I only ever take a half-dose, so this put me up to a full dose for the day) just to blunt the edge even the slightest. I still have some of that half-dose in my system at the moment, so maybe I can get through this day without breaking down again.

And there's a lot to get through, including a fabulous new work coming later on today, so watch for that. In addition, there's a ton of stuff to get done this week even apart from today's ridiculous task list, so expect things to be late, early, whatever. I need to recoup the $91 I had to spend Monday on replacing the propane heater for Wings's studio, which is STILL between $50 and $60 cheaper than buying it locally. If he can't keep it heated, he can't work, and that means no sales and no income, so it's an investment we had to make. It also won't be here until Thursday next Monday now, which means a cold week-plus in there for him if we can't get find the really old burner and get it to work at least minimally. I posted five new pieces here some nights ago, plus another last night and a new major piece recently, too: three pairs of earrings and three new Warrior Woman pins, all three of the pins bearing some new imagery; and the incredible new cuff with Deco undertones and stunning cobalt focal cab, featured today. Wings also has in the works the first two in a new series of four major necklaces, all part of a theme but which will be sold individually, new earrings, and a couple of other items. Please share the links, because while, we have made a couple of sales over the last few days, which has taken the immediate strain off me a bit, there's no room for me to let up on the sales effort. Winter's already early and hard, and we've got about 7 months of it left. The rest is all cut-and-paste, but please read it anyway. It matters, because while sales are literally all that matters at the moment, what else the wind leaves behind is all the rest of the work, and ALL of the bills. But really, it's SALES.

SALES SALES SALES. That's all it's about now. A lot of y'all don't realize this, but the Pueblo closes for much of the winter, starting usually a month to six weeks after the new year. Even before Christmas, the whole month of December locks vehicles out of the village, and that reduces tourist traffic a lot. Even though we're not physically there anymore, the drop in tourism affects us, too — and the numbers are down all over town and seemingly getting worse every single year.

What folks also don't realize is that this means that holiday sales are what keep us alive, through not just the end of the year but essentially the first six months of the year to come. If we could sell the belt featured below, it would keep us going well into the new year. This is it; this is what the whole year leads up to, and even in off years, Wings would still be filling commissions beginning around the first of October. 

Pain levels are terrible this week; nearly debilitating completely. As miserable as my chronic pain is, it's nice finally to have a name to put on this thing that has caused me incessant pain literally my whole life, the thing everyone else dismissed. It happens to me virtually daily, at least in some small way (and very often in very large and debilitating ways), and at least now I have labels and language for what's happening to me and causing me so much constant pain. For those wondering about those and my other health issues, see here, although now there's a new wrinkle I'm not even going to bother to try to explain (triggered by this year's flu shot and confirmed by my doctor, and suffice to say there's no affording treatment); with regard to the work done and not done on the house, some of the details are here. Folks can help in several ways (I've added some new practical items to the wishlist), and we really need it now:

• Sales here; 
• Testimonials here; 
• Wishlist here;
• Patreon here;
• Ko-fi here.

Please share everything, because I'm suddenly back behind the eight-ball on a whole additional front, and yeah, I'm scared about covering everything and surviving, too. Thanks.

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