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This early hard freeze, coupled with the vulnerability created by last year's drought, is putting us right back where we were then: no colors; straight from green to brown. It's not as bad as last year, but it's not good, either. We both hope this is not going to be our new normal for fall here.
I'm tired. This weekend is always terrible. Yesterday's date is always the worst, but the date is only the trigger for the memory. That part lasts a lot longer. And while it has no bearing on whatever I do, whatever some of you may try to imply (yes, I'm not stupid; I caught that, and do not think to use my sister's murder that way ever again), it aggravates everything else I'm dealing with now. And that's a lot: the breathing, the tumors, the migraines, the flu-shot fallout, the endless subluxations, the just as endless pain. And always, the financial and other pressures. I have a new sublux in my left shoulder (I probably just slept on it wrong, but this is what results), rotator cuff extending up and down both. Only one major task done so far, and too many more, including some new ones, that have to be done yet today. And then, there's always the chasing of sales.
It's mid-October already, which means we're solidly into holiday commission season. It takes time for Wings to design and create custom pieces, so if you're planning on ordering gifts for the holidays, now is the time to get hold of me, here, to begin the process.
As I said, I also paid out $1,600 in quarterly taxes the other night, and we need to make that up to cover repairs and medical. Absolutely everything is geared around making sales right now. Wings dropped six new works a few days ago, so please share them far and wide (and buy! the holidays are around the corner!). He has more in the works right now. And speaking of now, I also have to get a whole bunch of other things done besides. So again today, ALL the rest is yesterday's cut-and-paste, but it's all still all too terribly relevant, and it all still matters.
My Patreon, albeit $400 short, is going in its entirety to quarterly taxes today. It's not enough; I have to pull a few hundred from other commitments to make it. Between August and September, our income has been reduced by more than $650 thanks to some Patreon subscribers' cards being declined (apparently mostly an issue of expiration, but folks aren't checking their subscriptions, I guess). That has put me in a huge bind right now, because that income? It usually pays medical stuff, utilities, groceries, gas, and this month, it would have gone to a high electric bill and a $300+ annual propane tank rental, but this month, it goes on taxes, and even putting my entire Patreon earnings for September toward it, it's still $400 short. So folks, please, PLEASE check your cards that are on file with Patreon, even if you think yours was paid, because it may not have been.
And I still have to get to weatherizing the wood (we have to do it ourselves because we can't afford to pay to have it done, health issues or no) before the snow hits. The too much to do mostly involves chasing sales, and as I said above, every single thing I do has to be geared around that goal right now. This should be the start of our busiest season, and it's dead, dead, dead, and I don't know how we make it trough the winter if things don't look up very, very soon. The rest is mostly [but not entirely] cut-and-paste, but no less accurate or urgent for that.
As always, I'll bump Ona's post (the new one) back to the top in a moment. This is urgent, and the GFM is not raising funds at anything near the pace of what's needed to keep him on track for recovery. We need y'all to keep sharing while the family tries to get transport issues sorted out and keep his recovery going simultaneously. [The transport stuff will require a lot of logistical finessing on a lot of fronts, not the least of which is the medical one, so it's a long process. I may also have a small fundraising announcement tomorrow; we'll see, but please be on the lookout for that, as well.]
With regard to the stuff referenced near the top: For those wondering about my own health issues, see here; with regard to the work being done, some of the details are here. We still have to get the plumber in to finish up, and I regard that as a bigger priority right now in practical terms, so whatever we take in sales-wise will have to go to that. Right now, we can't do even that, much less the weatherization stuff, and it's a big, big problem.
Anyway. Back to the grind; so I need help to get all this done. Folks can help in several ways, and we really need the help now:
On the wishlist, now the cold is here at night, the flies are getting chased out by the cold, so the top priority is the candles, to deal with the residual mildew odor in the utility room (second priority is the kitchen/bath stuff). We still have to schedule the plumber out here to finish that before real winter (the utility room work, not the mildew, and yeah, I know I said that last week and the week before and the week before that, too, but there's no money for it). Our electric bill for the summer has been sky-high, in relative terms, because of the need to keep the fan running to push it out the window. And the costs on all of this are killing us right now.
And as I said, sales are ideal, of course; one or two of Wings's bigger pieces would cover the whole shot for this round of work. Patreon subscriptions are good, too. Either way, it's a trade for value. But I'm already feeling panicked at what we thought would be our schedule being so suddenly and thoroughly upended, and we'll take it however it comes at this point.
Please share everything, because I'm suddenly back behind the eight-ball on a whole additional front, and yeah, I'm scared about covering everything and surviving, too. Thanks.
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