Wave clouds.

Photo copyright Aji, 2026; all rights reserved.

Wave clouds late this morning, although most of what's up there was contrails. Real clouds this afternoon, and supposedly rain, but no. I do believe them about the extreme winds forecast for tomorrow, though, and that's gonna suck. There's nothing as hard on my joints and connective tissues as wind. Not cold, heat, snow, rain, nothing. If it manages to bring the snow to us, though, I'll put up with it for a day.

Expensive day today, well over $400 cash at the doctor's office. Most of that was what Medicare is suddenly refusing to cover for him, but even my own was over $125. It's all more than we could afford given what else is in the expense pipeline, but there wasn't a choice.

The good news is that maybe part of my current problem is not too little medication but too much. My inflammatory markers are at their lowest level probably ever in my life, and that's due entirely to the immunosuppressants, particularly the chemo. [The steroids do wonders for my joints but the headache is a nonstop nightmare, and it carries with the risk of intra-ocular pressure that can lead to glaucoma, so I got clearance to stop the steroid bursts a week early.] But on the theory that if my SR and CRP are that low now, my regular chemo dose might now be too much, I've been unilaterally backing off on it since last week. Even last week's lower dose had me feeling like death, but today [chemo day] I titrated down one more level, and so far, it's better than last week. Not great, but at this point, any improvement is a big deal, because the last several weeks [months, actually, now] have been pure misery.

And I need to get something to work. I'm already under unspeakable pressure this year, never mind the need to make up for the last two terrible ones. Our floor for sales and breaking even is making a minimum of one sale per week for the year, and we're still two weeks in the hole now. I don't have enough hours in the day as it is, and I can't afford what's been happening to me. Regardless of side effects or disease progression, I've got to do something to bring in sales. We need to bring in a lot more, because it's grim. Links are here:

• Sales here; 
• Testimonials here; 
• Amazon wishlist here [priorities are the LaminaSaver, because apparently Miika's out of it again; and the rugs, to replace those destroyed 2 years ago by the leachfield collapse and ensuing septic disaster];
• Patreon here;
• Ko-fi here.

And we do still need to make those regular weekly sales, so please share all of the links. We really do need to begin this year on a better footing than the last two, and so far, it's been impossibly grim.

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