Saturday, January 2, 2021

Visual warmth.

Photo copyright Aji, 2021; all rights reserved.

That was our world last night, the western sky aflame. It was a little bit of visual warmth on what have been some bitterly cold nights this last week or two, the kind of cold that can be deadly to anyone out in it.

And people are still being thrown out into the streets, which is why I keep running Twitter threads daily. I don't always have the time to RT them all myself, but I make an effort. Folks in desperate need of housing, food, heat, medicine and medical care. It's an abomination, but here we are, because this society's structure depends upon marginalizing certain populations out of existence if possible, into pathologizing and criminalizing them if not.

I do have to bring in sales, because we are facing extraordinary costs this mont, but I am mindful of the fact that we will not freeze or starve, and that puts us in a position far more fortunate than too many folks in families this winter, in the middle of a deadly global pandemic currently raging unchecked here.

As I said yesterday, January is always the hardest month of our year (July runs a close second, but it's not as bad as January). We have a ton of annual or biannual expenses that come due, some insurance but mostly business-related. That fact doesn't make them any less necessary, nor any less urgent, and this year winds up being the most expensive yet. To cover everything I absolutely have to cover, I have to bring in $3,000 now. Most of them will not recur (save a couple in July) until next January, but we made exactly four holiday sales this year, an all-time low, and as terrible as things are here for everyone? They're about to get a lot worse. On top of it all, my Patreon payout last night was down $400 from its actual subscription level (again); $100 of it I was expecting, folks having let me know in advance that their financial situations had changed and that they needed to unsubscribe as a result, but the other $300 have apparently simply not gone through. And they may not go through at all; everyone's struggling. But that's a big hit for us in a month like this

There is no economy now. There's nothing. People are literally dying all around us from the government's failures, and I don't know how we keep them, or us, alive unless I can cover the bills. We have lost SO much to 2020, so very, very many people, and the gifts and the talents and the knowledge and the wisdom they carried too often lost with them. Because this state has followed the lead of the country and refused to do what was required, we are about to see a very big spike in new cases, probably as early as two weeks from now; the current spike in deaths remains sustained daily. People have needed so much more help than we could give them, but we did as much as we could, even when it put us in a bind, and we will need to do much more of that this year. But I am entering 2021 already carrying an enormous burden, and I have to get the $3K in expenses handled. So:

The January avalanche of outsized expenses has already begun this morning. This is going to be our toughest one yet, in terms of sheer cost, and our worst month of the entire year in that regard. I need to bring in that $3K very fast to cover it all, so please share all of our links. And if you've been contemplating a purchase? Marking the birth of 2021 would be a very, very good time to do it. There's even new work, here and here, so please share the links.


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