Completely overloaded and overwhelmed.

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Out of order again today; that up there is why. Two of them are going to be today's NDN Silver feature, so I needed to wait until they were done and could get photos . . . and also edit, upload, write descriptions, etc., etc., etc. I've gotten as far as "edit"; upload and descriptions are next, so you likely won't see the actual post before tonight sometime.  

I'm completely overloaded and overwhelmed right now.

Part of that is the effect these gale-force winds have on my illness, but it's not all of it. I'm feeling spectacularly awful today, and it doesn't help knowing that I'll probably be working straight up until midnight or later. I also don't know how much of it is disease progression, nor do I know [or have any practical way of knowing] whether we've reached that point where it's having a direct effect on my organs, too. If so, that ratchets this up to a whole new level. It would certainly explain why I feel like death all the time lately. Then again, that could just be the winds jacking up my pain levels, combined with all the stress I'm having to deal with for the second year in a row on all this nonsense.

By this point every year, I'm always so far behind on everything, so my regular workload is doubled anyway with just trying to catch up. I have to figure out how to prepay our taxes for next year, because this is two years in a row with this nonsense and I can't do this again. For two years, I've been very literally killing myself trying to cover everything, and it is what it is, and I'm too tired to give a shit anymore. The world is on fire, and right now, I'm tapped out on every level. But the world doesn't give a shit, and what I said about it killing me? I wasn't joking. I need to bring in at least another $500 worth in sales by the first of the week, and I'm not hopeful. On top of that, there's too much other stuff that still has to be covered, well pump, new tires on the truck, medical, others, and we're out of time.

Links are here:

• Sales here; 
• Testimonials here; 
• Amazon wishlist here (Priorities are Amazon gift cards, which we can ALWAY use, and those adjustable Black KN95 masks are badly needed, because I gave away all the rest of ours to relatives; it would good to have several boxes, so I can keep handing them out, too); 
• Patreon here;
• Ko-fi here.

After such a grim year last year, and this one beginning at least as badly, we urgently need to move 2025 onto a better footing because taxes to this Nazi administration will take every last cent and we'll still owe them more anyway, so please share all of the links. 

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