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That was late today. A change in the weather is definitely coming. It'll need to get a lot colder than this, though, for it to be seasonal weather.
It's been a hard day. Two or three weeks ago, I had to up my chemo dose again [it's all orals, and my last doc always prescribed enough to give me discretion to raise or lower it depending on how my symptoms were responding]. Anyway, I'm at the higher dose, and I frankly functioned better the last two days than I had any right to expect — not good, by any stretch of the imagination, but better than I would've thought.
Apparently, it was saving up al the side effects for today. Good god, I'm beat. And that's just the most recent added thing. There's always the blinding fatigue and the unrelenting physical pain; they never go away now. My feet are still a mess, so walking has been increasingly difficult; my hands are, too, which makes . . . well, everything that much harder. And I'm just so, so tired, every second of every day.
And it all just makes me slower, and keeps putting me further and further behind every day. Clearly the rest of the year is going to be very hard. And I've still got to bring in a lot more sales through the end of the year. It's been hellishly expensive already, and we've also got some other big-ticket things to take care of between now and then, and that only happens if we make some sales now. And we can still use help with shares, testimonials, wishlist stuff, etc. To that end, links are here:
- Sales here;
- Testimonials here;
- Amazon wishlist here [Too many obligations, too many folks in need; I can't justify spending money on them right now, but I'd really love to be able to get the rest of the towels and liquid soaps];
- Patreon here;
- Ko-fi here.
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