Desolate

Photo copyright Aji, 2020; all rights reserved.

Desolate on all fronts now.

Still no sign of the dogs. I dreamed, early this morning, that I saw Chinook drinking out of the birdbath and came running downstairs to find her lying on the grass in front of it, panting, exhausted, and soaking wet from rain. No KitFox, though, and it's bright and sunny today, so I guess it's not coming true right now.

Also, that up there? That's what the land looks like now, patches of green and LOTS of bone-dry dusty brown. The only flowers blooming are that bindweed, which, like mosquitoes, will survive the apocalypse. The drought is back; we're getting virtually no rain with these storms, and I don't know what to do. We've GOT to get a new water source.

Also, I have to get as much of the garden in this morning before the high winds kick up and flay the earth more than it already is, so all the rest is cut-and-paste. I'm so far behind, so tired, and the pain just never stops.

Next week isn't going to be any better on the financial front, either. On the plus side, Wings dropped three new and phenomenally beautiful works yesterday and the day before, and selling them all would cover the first two quarters' worth of taxes, and probably all of the plumbing repairs, too. You can see them here and here. [He also has several new pairs of earrings in the works, ones made with high-grade stones and/or lots of dangle, but they likely won't be ready for several days yet.]

Because, yes, now I have to come up with enough to cover the plumber next week; he's been working in Albuquerque and this will be his only chance for the foreseeable future to take care of our repairs. I still have to shell out for first quarter taxes, have to come up with enough for all the other bills for the month, and have to come up with another quarterly tax payment by this time next month.

I also have to figure out how to fund the drilling of a new well in August, to the tune of $15K, probably, before we're done with it all, and I need to be able to pay for it before then to reserve a spot (because August is the first opening they have, and there's only one guy doing it here now).

I don't know what to do.

I've got to make sales, I've got to bring in the scratch, and I can't do it without buyers. I can't create money out of nothing. I can squeeze that stone until the world ends, and the only blood I'll get out of it will be from the damage to my hands. We're looking at no return to anything like a normal rate of sales for at least a year, probably more, and I don't know how at this point.

So please. The links are here:

• Sales here; 
• Testimonials here; 
• Amazon wishlist here;
• Patreon here;
• Ko-fi here.

Note: At this point, it's getting to be impossible for us to get some of the things we need without using Amazon. We haven't done so yet, but I suspect we're going to be stuck very soon. There are two new items on it that, with these rains, we now need desperately: both for mosquito control, because we know the mosquitoes in this state carry West Nile, and we've already lost one family member to that disease. Those are URGENT.  If you can find any of the items on wishlist elsewhere, we'd prefer you purchase there instead of with Amazon (there's even a wishlist function where you can note that it's been purchased somewhere else), but I we realize that they've managed to make themselves essentially indispensable, especially for rural/rez folks like us who are isolated at the best of times. And these are most surely not the best of times.

Please share everything. Thanks.

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