One small bright spot.

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Still happy with a bone, even if he doesn't eat much of them anymore. That was last night; at the moment, he's at my feet, sleeping very deeply. No idea at this point how much time is left to us, but as long as he's happy and as comfortable as is possible under the circumstances, we'll take it. One small bright spot in what has been a month of absolute crap.

I'm not doing so hot today myself. Rain and wind are probably part of my jacked pain levels, but the big problem is my breathing issues. The pred isn't cutting it; I may need to switch to one of the so-called rescue inhalers despite the speediness, if I can't use any of the maintenance inhalers out there. The one she prescribed before we realized I couldn't use it, either? $100 more than the last one. Fortunately, the pharmacy just put it back, since it's an allergy issue. Anyway, I see my doc again on Thursday, and I guess we'll see what she thinks then. [And yes, that's more cash on the barrelhead, for me on Thursday and Wings on Friday. It's endless, and I don't know how I'm going to be able to keep going, given the stress of the $30K in hospital balances and whatever's looming with the tumors.] 

I've got a lot more work that I have to get done offline yet, too, and not much left in reserve, so here are the links:

• My Patreon, The Interstices (Writing Between Worlds) (and if you subscribe today you won't be billed until May 1st for April);
• Wings's site, for sales, with lots of new items posted;
• Wings's direct PayPal link;
• A way to buy me coffee (which actually goes to all of our medical bills, which continue to mount);
• Amazon wishlist, which mostly consists of animal and household stuff, the big one being the fly spray;
• Partial registry #1, from Bed, Bath and Beyond. I've added two or three new kitchen-y things on it now, stuff that I didn't realize we'd need.

I just can't do this anymore. Not today. 

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